Too soon

Just as I’ve been dealing with life better, last month my mother learned she had a mass on her pancreas and lesions in her lungs.  After more testing, there was cancer found in her liver.  Chemo was to start this week to give her some relief from the symptoms, but not cure her.  But on Monday, September 10, 2018, she died, she just collapsed at home, her heart stopping.  They couldn’t get it to get going again and my mom is gone from this life.  Again, there are no goodbyes to her.  She doesn’t have to suffer, but we all have to suffer with our grief and missing her.  This was too soon for me, I never thought her death would happen this way.